Control -
To define it seems counterintuitive.
I think I'm controlling my habits,
But it's more like they're controlling me.
Because - well - it's all that I can think about.
No matter how hard I try to ignore it -
It's still there.
Even when I try to deny it -
The problem lingers.
Pretty soon, others will start to notice.
I thought this could just be my little secret.
God sees the real me - and He loves me as I am.
I use that as an excuse -
But really, I should let Him control my life,
Instead of letting my life control me.
-Allison Gossage (10/28/12)
